L.Ov.E

2011-10-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

Re-evaluating my future. Now that my priorities have changed.

UNICORN PANDA LOVE

2011-10-19T08:45:00.000-07:00

Flaw free

2011-05-28T09:46:00.000-07:00

things are so unclear and confusing. keep thinking why do all these things are happening to me?
i started out strong. slowly i am fading. struggling to put up a strong front. it seems people are not listening to me. i need someone who understands me. someone i am truly comfortable with. someone i can trust to be there wherever and whenever i need them to be.

2011-04-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

i am still so fucking confused. things are NOT the way I imagined it would.
when will it get better?!
i am so fucking sick of all this worrying.

2011-03-05T01:28:00.000-08:00

things are not going the way i thought it was gonna be.

can't wait to commission. get the rank and be free. no more punishments for things i did not do.

fuck.. cant enter any text! lol

2011-02-10T01:18:00.000-08:00

2011-01-12T23:18:00.000-08:00

haha.

so yeah.

im in NS now.

life still suck.

POP-ed.

still waiting for new vocation to come out. life will suck that much more no doubt.

so yeah.

:)

2010-11-02T09:13:00.000-07:00

It's November!

I am so freakin hip dee doo ah HAPPY!

this holiday has done a lot of damages to me. but fret not.

i accepted it.

learned from it.

grow from it. still am.

and it is molding me to be a smarter and mature realist.

have no idea why i am blogging all this. i really wonder who reads all this. haha

oh well.

probably be a while for the next post.

but i will continue blogging.

this blog started when i was 17.

now i am 20, and it has been a long journey since that stupid fat kid started to take the name Dilo.

haha

that's all for now. whoever reading this.... wish me all the luck in the world. i need it.

2010-10-27T10:07:00.000-07:00

they say life gets easier. it gets better.
they say you are defined by your experiences.

but how do you know you are already there?
or whether you have been through the worst there is?

do you stop? or keep moving?

the answer maybe seemingly obvious.

but really...

"They" do not know themselves.

2010-10-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

nasif so damn cute!!!! wanna bite him. he is freaking user friendly. won't cry or frightened by you.

2010-10-24T09:07:00.001-07:00

2 more weeks.

then good bye

i don't have to care anymore.

2010-10-19T09:25:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel used.

but who cares.

i keep saying 'no lah.. ' anyways.

2010-10-17T07:40:00.000-07:00

Pool boy.......................................................

2010-10-14T11:23:00.000-07:00

i lie every time. mood swings? haha

more like i really had a prob with you.

damn. i wish somebody understands me.

someone who see me through all my lies.

and knows me for the real me.

2010-10-12T09:11:00.000-07:00

i fell in love.

and i hate it.

i am so easily influenced.

i fucking hate it.

i hate being in love.

i hate it so fucking much.

it is fucking ridiculous.

2010-10-11T23:48:00.001-07:00

2010-10-08T08:04:00.000-07:00

There is a sweet history behind this brand shoes. Details are that Angel Cabada grew up in Orange, a place where he fell in love with skateboarding. He tried to hunt a stable job but not success in the end. And then he made a decisionn of breaking the mold and making cloths with his chose friends.

TSA was a brand before Supra which lasted for almost 10 years before spilt out with his cooperaters. Firstly, Supra Footwear developed under the name of an umbrella company in US and later Angel realized the conflicts may occur in such condition and then he made a whole new company for this brand named Supra Footwear. The name Supra refers to " above and beyond" in Latin.

Skytop was the first series of Mens Supra Sneakers which was made fun of with the publishment of this new shoes. And the huge increase of sales volume is the best reply for those who laughed at him. And now many other series come out like bamboos after the rain in the spring. We totally believe that Supra Footwear would have a bright future if things go as expect.

-What an inspiring story-

2010-09-30T00:43:00.001-07:00

i really need distractions.

2010-09-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

im at saleng senai.

argh. miss few people already :(

2010-09-18T09:24:00.000-07:00

ate a lot this past 3 days

raya 2010

2010-09-11T09:40:00.000-07:00

look at the pic frame. pic of cousins. look at me. lol. macam gurl....

1st day

2nd day

was not really into hari raya mood this year. things happened that ruined the atmosphere initially. but yeah somehow i managed to enjoyed it, though not tremendously, but still, it was fun :) laughed till my stomach cramped up.

look, a new day has begun :)

2010-09-09T07:22:00.001-07:00

i kinda spiraled out of control like a week ago. immersed myself with emotions by indulging in anything sad and depressing.

sunlight through the trees in summer
and less masquerading
like a flower as the dawn is breaking
the memory is fading

Hey tomorrow is a brand new day. End of fasting month. I will be back to normal routine. Run, gym, swim and eat 6 times a day!

aizat-kau pergi

2010-09-06T02:47:00.000-07:00

you are my song
you are the greatest melody
no longer heard

super sad song! love it

2010-09-05T12:39:00.000-07:00

can't stop thinking about yesterday. so damn paiseh.......

argh!!

malu gilerrrrr

2010-09-05T00:01:00.000-07:00

i need to go to the gym and balance up my hormones. testosterone levels kinda low.

haha

2010-09-03T06:44:00.000-07:00

what a stupid picture. i hate this.

usb cable = $15

2010-08-21T08:21:00.000-07:00

So yeah! happy birthday muiz! (19aug)
really hope you like the present! lols :)

and yeah. this is my new house decor. neat huh =D

random again

2010-08-16T07:13:00.000-07:00

money is always an issue huh.

now that it is the fasting month, i kinda miss going out to eat. stuck at home to break fast with family :(

i just want to get this out in the open. i hate fat people who thinks they are fit and proceed on to wear tight shirts. i can still see your fat. my eyes disintegrated.

2010-08-13T08:58:00.000-07:00

what to blog?

been decorating the house a bit. paint here and there. the house is not so awful anymore! thanks to me! :D

I'd show it but i can't find the usb cable to my phone. ROAR!

so it is august now. that means i have september and october left before enlistment.

i want to be a soldier now!!! get it done and over with.

can't really think of anything important to say anymore. so yeahhhhh

laterzzzz

2010-07-12T09:30:00.000-07:00

computational biology vs biological sciences

rod BS

2010-07-10T05:09:00.000-07:00

what the sauce!!! this pic took forever to load... ROAR!

but yeah. GSS is almost over. managed to get jeans from ben sherman. original price was 219. it was going for 49. HA HA HA!

i feel super!

things i wanna buy

2010-07-10T04:43:00.001-07:00

a vest. specifically a d&g vest.

those gladiator sandals.

as if i have the money. o.o
maybe i will come across a cheaper alternative. maybe....

2010-06-28T21:05:00.000-07:00

wedding! =)

2010-06-23T11:00:00.000-07:00

http://www.threadless.com/

really cool stuff there. i need to pay extra $10 for shipping though. bummer!

2010-06-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

mine! ahaha

:(

2010-06-19T07:43:00.000-07:00

2010-06-13T02:11:00.000-07:00

vader can't stop me now. how epic!

2010-06-03T21:58:00.000-07:00

in love!

black and white

2010-06-02T01:29:00.000-07:00

etnies. DC. everlast. still have some other shoes though.
i dunno. my mom says i have enough shoes. i don't think so.

2010-06-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

so yeah. finished legend of the seeker, season 2, all 22 eps of it. damn it's an awesome show!
cross finger there will be a 3rd season!

2010-05-25T00:50:00.000-07:00

Graduated!

2010-04-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

what's worse then a dead baby nailed to a tree??

1 dead baby nailed to 10 trees

hahahaha! i can't stop laughing! it's super LOL

dead babies joke.

come. let's rumble.

2010-04-01T21:59:00.000-07:00

just thought this was cool.

2010-03-24T08:43:00.000-07:00

its hard being random these days. everyone is talking about productivity and therefore wasting time 'random-ing ' is a definite NO.

but hey human invented time. hence there will always be time.

just make more of them.

2010-03-21T18:26:00.000-07:00

hey.

i am here to blog!

so yeah.

BLOGGED.

:)

2010-03-07T06:10:00.000-08:00

does anyone know that the admission for both ntu and nus is already over?
like really over?
like really..

wtf!!!!!

2010-03-05T05:49:00.000-08:00

so yeah

life at NYP is over!

there's like so many things i wanna do

gym
run
swim
shopping
read comic books
play games (x360)
sketching
cooking
HORNing
stoning
etc
etc
etc

and so much more!

but probably won't have that much time. probably be working. oh well earn some money!

can't wait for NS. really hope i wont get a shitty job. by that i mean doing mundane ridiculous routine job. i am sacrificing my precious time so they better give me something worthwhile to do.

or i'll sue.

i am joking! i've no money to do so.

that's all for now.

shall be blogging more often maybe?

hhe

Auf wiedersehen!

2010-02-26T08:30:00.000-08:00

grr. i am super tired!

2010-02-15T06:48:00.000-08:00

Joke of the day

There was this guy at a bar, just looking at his drink. He stays like that for half of an hour.

Then, this big trouble-making truck driver steps next to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drinks it all down. The poor man starts crying. The truck driver says, "Come on man, I was just joking. Here, I'll buy you another drink. I just can't stand to see a man cry."

"No, it's not that. This day is the worst of my life. First, I fall asleep, and I go late to my office. My boss, outrageous, fires me. When I leave the building, to my car, I found out it was stolen. The police said that they can do nothing. I get a cab to return home, and when I leave it, I remember I left my wallet and credit cards there. The cab driver just drives away."

"I go home, and when I get there, I find my wife in bed with the gardener. I leave home, and come to this bar. And just when I was thinking about putting an end to my life, you show up and drink my poison."

so yea

good morning world!

2010-02-07T06:34:00.000-08:00

so yeah

last fri technically had last lesson in NYP. glad it was Ms Tai's class. i love SFG
and Saturday was when i had my last project due which was entrepreneurship proj. that went rather excellent i think. the judges liked our idea! woots!

my last minute flier. done hastily. but loved the result. lol

so yeah. can't believe it. the final month is here! i wanna say that time flies extremely fast, but yeah i think it's not fast enough. 3 years of poly is enough for me. just wanna graduate real quick!

next week onwards is all about mugging! watch out! ahha

so yeah. prob no more entry like till end of exams. shall see. other than that, pls congratulate yourself if you are in the same boat as me. almost reaching the end.

END!

Pic taken in 2008.
Let us be happy forever

2010-01-22T06:24:00.000-08:00

lonely vs alone.

2010-01-14T05:42:00.000-08:00

i feel like venting.

but then i thought again. who the hell cares huh?

so instead i'll write this.

"you dig your own grave. deal with it."

2010-01-13T04:55:00.000-08:00

lol. wdl symphonic band. omg

feels forever since this was taken. i miss the old times

2010-01-10T06:37:00.001-08:00

cant take it. too many bloody things going on right now. its one after another.

you guys are not helping. last minute stuff really sucks.

initiative is not there at all. feel pissed.

2010-01-01T06:01:00.000-08:00

2009 was a rather bad year

family members getting sick.

constant problems with money.

then had the 6 months long of pure crap.

got tired of concentrating hard just to get in tune.

always in a clouded state whenever thinking about the future.

2009 was kinda depressing. glad that is over.

2 more months i am gonna graduate

hope things do take off nicely.

oh well, one thing good abt 2009 was music!

2pm anyone? and esp lady gaga.

ra ra ra ah ah!

2009-12-29T05:30:00.000-08:00

like this pic :)

too bad. it probably was the last time 04 gonna be hang out before grad.

and that's me at my cousin's wedding holding the pole with err, feathers. haha!

tiring weekend it was. now must rush project!

2009-12-27T08:09:00.000-08:00

this sucks

cant upload pics.

tired

just came back from M'sia.

fun weekend i must say

but must start projects. sian

2009-12-22T07:41:00.001-08:00

im hungry im hungry!

dunno what to eat. but i know i must!

*goes off to find some edible things in the fridge*

:)

2009-12-18T08:08:00.000-08:00

Whatever that is in the phone (edited a few)

2009-12-07T04:47:00.000-08:00

it has been a good weekend since friday! good news and good things have been going on and about. sucks that weekdays has started again. thats all ciao!

2009-12-04T20:53:00.000-08:00

lol. the enterprise grp ppl! tps missing. choc abit extra but oh well

btw.. the enterprise proj getting a lil bit on my nerves.

and yeah! finally pass TP! no more journey to SSDC. happy much

Random

2009-11-28T07:49:00.000-08:00

Great read! Office politics is surprisingly entertaining.

2009-11-28T06:08:00.000-08:00

goofing off. pics taken by new camera! nikon coolpix 10mp! though would really love to own dslr cam.

really wondered where the shadows came from...

don't we look similar?

And mom just bought me CK! woots. and it's in a bigger size

expensive stuffs make the world go round

2009-11-28T05:30:00.000-08:00

dr cafe frappe at ION. thy friend bought it at nine bucks. like totally ZOMFG

1:59PM album. its at $32! another ZOMFG moment.

look how sad i am........

funky colors

2009-11-25T05:54:00.000-08:00

2009-11-20T03:43:00.000-08:00

ridiculously awesome trailer!

2009-11-19T06:46:00.000-08:00

bla bla bla

busy busy busy

'test week' this week. hectic. SFG was surprisingly hard and confusing. ugh. one more test to go! then need to concentrate on projects and other stuff before common test.

bleah that's all. this blog is on the verge of death.

some 'ppl' been saying stuff abt me. kinda hate it. but whatever. i don't have to be totally upset. i'll just get used to it and ignore you. bitch

awesome or what?

2009-11-10T07:12:00.000-08:00

Company Name:

GET OUT!

a work in progress :)

hahaa

2009-11-08T20:57:00.000-08:00

2009-11-08T06:04:00.000-08:00

OOH! glad he said 7 members! jay is so coming back!

2009-11-06T06:58:00.000-08:00

this made me LOL!

TLL shit

2009-11-06T04:52:00.000-08:00

going through pics. saw some which i took at TLL. just some crap i have to deal with everyday for the 6 months. sigh. it constantly reminds me how much i hate R&D with passion.

anyway on a new note, i change skin! again

been a while since i blog. so yeah! kudos for me! haha

school has been fun. esp being in enterprise track. can't wait for the final ppt to come by. hopefully our 'winning' idea will get us A!

yeap. that's all for now. wanna get back to SFG! grrr. need to get A. this is for ter and ky! must do properly!!!!

2009-10-12T18:38:00.002-07:00

ehhh!

my laptop giving me the worst probs nowadays. ugh

i want a new one!!

2009-10-12T18:38:00.001-07:00

i'm like very busy even though it is the holidays.

btw i got Bio-enterprise. :)

wonder what the rest got.

err. that's all

nothing to blog la.

haha

ciao

2009-10-09T06:24:00.000-07:00

Dr Sheldon Cooper FTW!

hahahahaha LOL!!

oh yeah Happy birthday KY!! though doubt he reads this. :)

2009-09-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

I bust the windows out your car
And though it didn’t mend my broken heart
Ill probably always have these ugly scars
but right now I don’t care about that part.
I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you looking right at her
I didn’t wanna but I took my turn
I’m glad I did it cuz you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when

I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cuz I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark

I bust the windows out ya car ha,
you should feel lucky that was all I did
After 5 whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it

RAYA TMN U dan SMP WAHA

2009-09-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

hai. BELO.....

Aidil!

RAYA! hehe

pakciks. the birthday boys beside me

old school volkswagen! haha

trip back was FUN!!!!!!! hahaha played with mini fireworks! abes rumah org

k ah. that's all for now. wanna sleep. tmr begins yet another fun week filled with driving lessons and monkeying around. he he he.

2009-09-25T07:41:00.000-07:00

Going in M'sia like real soon. it's pretty late though. kinda bad when you are arriving at someone's house at 12 midnight huh. but... yeah :)

been reading new moon, but i am losing interest fast. somehow i am reading a girl's journal instead of a book. ha.. and so far, no mention of other vampires yet. boo. next time i should get books that will come out on the big screen and i'll just watch that instead. :)

eh. BYE!

VOLTURI

2009-09-24T06:56:00.000-07:00

So yeah. just started on New Moon. bought that book like 8 months ago, but did not get the chance to start on it. so far into the book, i was like 'meh..' she can't write that brilliantly though. It is an easy read but who is complaining? vampires are hotstuff

today was kinda fun. went to the lab. didn't do anything at all except observing and talking. as always when you are bored, you do nonsense.

DILDO! hehe

=.="

to end of this post, another pic!

i LOVE this pic! 09-09-09 at 20:02 how freaky is that laa

oh yeah. i love monkey. oh you silly animal~~

hunger pangs!

2009-09-23T11:02:00.000-07:00

i am soo getting a Sausage Mcmuffin tomorrow morning.

2009-09-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

OMG. this is da coolest dope ever!

moving on...

been slacking today. nothing much on the agenda. ahah TER just msn-ed reminding that i need to go to the lab. totally forgot about that. speaking about that, results were released. well as predicted i did badly. stupid TLL, level 3 vertebrate dev people especially my mentor. and not to mention NYP SCL staff (well those that were in charged of FYP/IAP). all of them are even ridiculous than the pic above.

but for some reason, i am motivated for next semester. haven't been really excited to study MB stuff since the start of second year. it is like one of my biggest regret actually. but oh well. something to ponder upon. and like i said, am really motivated to score next semester. hopefully this enthusiasm and motivation can last! hahaa

being random. ever since i have been using Safari, kept using the Google Maps. fun sia

wow. i am lame.

2009-09-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

talked on the phone for an hour.

yeah. all is well. can't stop smiling. can't wait for thurs!

oh YEAH! sorry for all the people that msged me wishing Hari Raye because i did not reply back. too emo.. heh thanks for all the wishes :)

2009-09-21T21:00:00.000-07:00

end of the day. everyone wasn't in here though

but still, it was definitely a happy occasion.

2009-09-20T08:22:00.000-07:00

all i want to know is how much you are willing to go for me.

i might be selfish but it is the only way.

trust me. i still love you.

2009-09-19T20:04:00.001-07:00

yeah. some people are so fake.

anyway... Selamat Hari RAye everyone.

i am missing monkey

hari raye is here.

2009-09-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

invading my room

twilight... new moon

2009-09-19T06:44:00.000-07:00

2009-09-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

2009-09-18T09:05:00.000-07:00

why do i end up feeling the way i do every time we part?

2009-09-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/2pm_to_continue_with_6_members/

OH NO!!

sad sia.......

2009-09-11T08:49:00.000-07:00

feel a bit left out. was checking out facebook profiles of my primary sch classmates. some of the girls are in NUS right now. haha. feel so far from them.

2009-09-09T08:26:00.000-07:00

park jae bum is out of 2PM. i feel extremely sad. first PATD, then DBSK next is them. hope he comes back. even wild bunny final ep will be rescheduled. sighhh

you're the love of my life

2009-09-07T09:04:00.001-07:00

ahha. hopefully this doesn't happen to me. =)

2009-09-06T07:57:00.001-07:00

this is so sick!

2009-09-04T10:44:00.000-07:00

aegyo....

neha really pissed me off today.

2009-09-02T10:45:00.000-07:00

so hungry. have to wait till 430 am before i get to eat.

2009-09-01T11:10:00.000-07:00

changed skin again. not that nice

ahha

but whatever

tired for now. edit some other day

only you

2009-08-31T00:13:00.000-07:00

argh

so many things to do!

read comics

play starwars game

gym (LOL)

shopping

watch movies

etc

no idea which one to start first....

2009-08-29T08:10:00.001-07:00

omg 2PM so cool! again and again!

kpop

2009-08-26T10:44:00.000-07:00

i still prefer them than 2AM. WY ftw